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Just a Delusion of Silence

Posted by zieglers on March 23, 2007

 Crest&Maytag

Transfixed… I gaze through my window at a world lying under a shroud of frost. In a
forlorn stupor I feel the burning of staring eyes, yet no-one is here. Detached from reality,
in the knowing of dreams, we know the entity of ensuing agony waits to clasp us in its cold
breast, in an empty room. We awake and it¹s true. I dreamt of the sun’s demise, awoke
to a bleak morning. In the emptiness I beheld face for the dead light is a foretelling of
what will be….. I saw a soul drift from life, through death, and arrive at Elysian fields in
welcoming
song. Yet I stand in a dusk-filled room despondently watching the passing of a
kindred spirit… and there is no song… just a delusion of silence…

It’s been more than 8 years… still I listen to Anathema!!!

zieglers

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7 Responses to “Just a Delusion of Silence”

  1. Uur.- said

    Anatema olmez bilader.. Hala dinnerim, Judgement derim..

  2. zieglers said


    Did I punish you for dreaming?
    Did I break your heart and leave you crying?
    Do you ever dream of escaping?
    Don’t you ever dream of escaping…

    Off, off! Cok fazla be abi!!! Universite caglarinda Anathema dinlemeyen ODTU’lu olur mu, var mi boyle bir durum, merak ederim? Dinleyenle dinlemeyen bir olur mu?!?

    Bu sabah kalktim. Kulagima taktim iPod’u. Actim Anathema’yi yine sabah sabah, basladim yurumeye..

    Aklima ODTU’deyken 4.Yurt’tan cikip 8:40’a yetismek icin hazirlik binasina yurudugum o soguk sabahlar geldi… 😦 Onun bile tadi ayriymis. ODTU’yu de cok ozledim…

    zieglers

  3. Uur.- said

    Ulen costurma beni aksam aksam:)

    Hayatimdan Anathema kalintilari;

    – Judgement’i hergun Nokia 5510 ile Haupstrasse’den ofise kadar olan 40 dk`lik yolculuumda dinledim. 2000 and gone senin “Abi sana agir gelir” demenden dolayi eksikti. Bu aralar dinniyorum, gayet guzel.
    – Judgement’i sarkisini ilk dinleyisim, senin kullandiin bi arabanin torpidsundan cikan cekme bi kasettendi.
    – One Last goodbye hayatimin 3 senesi her duyusumda beni aglatmistir
    – One last goodbye’i Anathema Saklikent konserinde bagirarak soylemekten 2 gun konusamadim.
    – 2006 Anathema Oulu konserinde 55bin kere, ulen bi biladerim eksik die adini andim, hatta msj attim.
    – Sene 2007, MP3 playerim arada bi oluo. Olur olmaz icine koydugum ilk album Judgement.
    – Anathema`nin judgement disinda baska bi albumunu bilmem.

  4. bioform said

    Anathema; olmazsa olmaz…

    Cok genc oldugum, hayattan nefret ederkenki bir donemimde tanistim. “Bir gun olursem, o esnada bu adamları dinlemeliyim” dedim kendi kendime. Suicidal bir yasam surmeye baslayınca n’olur n’olmaz surekli dinlemeye basladım. Seninle 181/4’un salonunun ortasında, sikik bir diskmanden Parisienne Moonlight dinledigimiz zamanlar cok geride kaldi ama yok olmadi, olmaz da.

    When u need a temporary peace, it’s a fine day to exit!

  5. serife said

    bu resim guzelmis, nerden?

  6. zieglers said

    Ya guzelim bak biz burda neler konusuyoz, sen resim guzelmis diyosun, oldu mu simdi ama.. 😛

    Google –> Crest and Maytag –> http://www.flipsidecomics.com/

    Boyle de baligi senin yerine yakalamis olduk ama olsun bakalim bu seferlik.. 🙂

    zieglers

  7. taxx said

    I feel I know you
    I don’t know how
    I don’t know why

    I see you feel for me
    You cried with me
    You would die for me

    I know I need you
    I want you to
    Be free of all the pain
    You hold inside

    You cannot hide
    I know you tried
    To be who you couldn’t be
    You tried to see inside of me

    And now I’m leaving you
    I don’t want to go
    Away from you

    Please try to understand
    Take my hand
    Be free of all the pain
    You hold inside

    You cannot hide
    I know you tried
    To feel…
    To feel…

    ***

    hersey su kisacik sarkiyla basladi…kyiv donusu 5000 feet yukarida ask acisina herhalde bundan daha iyi ilac olan bi parca daha bulunamazdi!

    bir donem basladi ya da kapandi bilemiyorum…ama cok sey degisti ve degismeye devam ediyor…ama bizim “anathema dinlemek ingiliz edebiyatinin yarisini kapmak demektir” hipotezimiz devam ediyor 🙂

    iki ayri anathema konserinde bulundum…ikisinin de yeri ayridir…beraber saklida gittigimiz, oncesinde iki sokak uzunlugundaki sirada redbull vodkalar, icerideki black magic women and yurt tayfasi, cosmak, cosmak, yine cosmak…
    uur da bilir keza…

    ***

    Life.. has betrayed me once again
    I accept that some things will never change.
    I’ve let your tiny minds magnify my agony
    and it’s left me with a chemical dependency for sanity.

    Yes, I am falling… how much longer ’till I hit the ground?
    I can’t tell you why I’m breaking down.
    Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
    Have I really lost control?

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